What are you learning?

4/17/2020 Good day everyone, It is a another beautiful day in Anacortes Washington. Have you been using this time to understand yourself more? I am. I have been doing my own questioning about what I have learned about myself during these weeks. I learned that I usually spend all or most of my time thinking about other people, their problems, needs  and wants.  It is not them demanding it, it is me just doing what comes naturally, caring about my family ( a large one, thank god) and my friends and clients.   I realized that I have been in a constant state of stress, that I was not even aware of.  I was always doing, planning, going, moving. I have put demands and expectations on myself that I had to constantly help and do for others. Now those are all positive things to do, but in balance.  I have been ignoring myself. I am really beginning to look at myself during this social distancing/isolation. I have used this time to walk regularly, my body is in better co

What is in your heart today?

What is in your heart today? Here is what is in mine. I hope you take the time to read it all. It is so challenging to stay calm and centered during this time of fear and anger.  Everything we knew about our world has shifted into quiet chaos.  All the things we took for granted, hugging and kissing our family and friends, going over to visit, having dinner out. It's as if the world, the whole world was picked up and shaken profusely than dropped into a complete new reality. Why? I have been missing my family, our dinners, our hugs. I miss my Moses Lake family. No big Passover Seder, no Easter dinner or easter egg hunts with the great grandchildren. { yes we celebrate both because we have family member's and that is their tradition.} I have been submerged in thinking about the experience of this plague, Corona Virus I kept hearing inside,  this is like the Tower of Babel, I remembered the basics of the Tower of Babel but I researched it and have shared the Biblical meani

Beautiful Day

Beautiful Day  4/3/2020 The Sun was shinning today, Thank you Sun. Wonderful light that dispels darkness Hello everyone, we are all dealing with the plague, corona, that has befallen us.  we are mentally and emotionally consumed  and concerned. I have been thinking about the following  scenerios, (usually at night or very early morning). In my last blog, I wrote about some of our various emotions during this tim e. I keep listening and my mind has asked these questions and considered these possibilities. A.  Is God testing us and forcing us to see what we have become. How ungrateful and immoral, how arrogant and selfish. B.  Are extraterrestrials, trying to cull the herd?   C.  Has some government or planet brought a virus on purpose?   a ultimate grab for power as we all dismantel our lives around the world. D.  It has brought the USA to a halt as far as economics and we are not allowed to gather.  Many other countries are sharing the same fate.  No Gathering.

wake up, I am hopeful

March 31, 2020 Hello everyone, Well it has been a long time since I have written anything, one year to be exact. I have been unable to write.  Too many trauma's to deal with. At least that is what I tell myself. The truth is I have not taken the time to tune into my essential self. So I have had a wake up call, coronavirus, World Pandemic. So what is the Divine telling US?   I am having an array of message. Here are some things I have heard. Time to take stock of our lives.  Keep track of progress. Things to do during this forced time out. Be still, , stay conscious and be present. Stay in gratitude, appreciate your family and friends. Practice kindness, learn patience. Love the Earth. Be generous. Remember,We  are all one.     The Reality is: We are all faced with fear, vulnerability, loss of control, helplessness, and anger. The Cure:  Trust the process, be brave, face your fear, let go. Connect to your higher purpose.  Have faith. See yourself, really lo

I have been in hiding....time for a reboot!

Hello again, I have been absent from my everyday life for a couple of weeks.  The question today is, what is of true value and are you living your best self? Astrologically things are shifting significantly . Major planets are moving into a new sign. This may sound like a foreign language to many people but these planetary shifts do effect our life on a global scale.  Some may think that what happens in the solar system has no effect on us, but all you have to do is look at how the moon effects the tides. According to Karyl Jackson, a very knowledgeable astrologer "Our true spiritual essence, purpose and passion will evolve according to the information that is coming into the picture, This New Era requires that inner and outer balance occur. This balance will bring our self and values into our new life, as transparency reveals our true inner essence." I am sharing a simplified message without all the technical information of what planets are doing what. Planets

What do you do when you can't do anything?

What do you do when you can't do anything? Well you can always do something... in my case with my son who is still having health issues, I pray,  light candles and have faith. What can you do if your husband/wife/partner, is tired of the relationship after years of emotional investment. I have seen more than a few couples in this situation. It is devastating on so many levels. For the one that wants out, guilt. For the one that wants the relationship they feel powerless, insecure with loss of self esteem, frightened, angry, and betrayed. I have helped couples get past this break in the relationship back to themselves, the us, but on a whole new level. A deeper level, a more honest and fulfilling level. Their relationship is strengthened. It takes work, change is difficult we all like our comfort levels undisturbed. To grow and change we have to be ready to be disturbed, face ourselves, be truthful, share emotions. Take risks. All this takes action and cooperation from

Challenges, how to cope

I have not felt like sharing for awhile. My son who is my youngest child (my baby) has been dealing with health issues, that are significant. I am scared.  It is challenging for someone like me because I have faith, I am usually positive and optimistic. I can always be there for other people and offer support and clarity. My children are my Achilles heel. I go right into fear when threatened with anything happening to them. I have a very close, awesome relationship with my son.  I have almost lost him three times. I don't feel I could bear to lose him. I would not want to go on living. Which would of course be grossly unfair to my beloved daughter, and to all the other people in my life who love me. It is irrational, but my basic little self is in a state of terror.  I am challenged, with all I know and practice to suddenly be thrown into my most frightened, terror stricken, little self. I am human. I know that I have to accept that but truth be told, I really would l